Dammit. It's only Day One.
And I already missed it sooooooooo much...
Foul mood...! Having "Heart War" internally now.... It's something struggling inside, feelings like:
Scenario:
Devil Me: Where the camera goes...??
Angel Me: It's at America now... -_____-,
Devil Me: Why fly over there???
Angel Me: Sigh... GJ's brother need it for military trip there... For one week!!! Aw man............
Devil Me: WTH... Why borrow to him since it matter so much?
Angel Me: Aiya... He is GJ's brother mah... then his father called his cousin and his cousin called me for help, I can reject meh?
Devil Me: Serve you right loh... Toooooo late for regrets...!
Angel Me: SNIFF .... My main worry is that he will not take good care of the camera
Devil Me: Hmm for military trip sure 'gone case' one
Angel Me: Somemore my camera casing/cover is PINK HELLO KITTY one, I swear to God he will throw my cover aside coz where got military guy want to carry pink hello kitty stuff? I damn worried my camera will be full of scratches.................. ;(
(See below the old photo)
Devil Me: Sure gone ar! Amitabha. Damn, should find a excuse to reject.
Angel Me: (Pray hard...) Sniff...
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ARRGGGHHHHH.... Words cannot describe my current " damn insecure" feelings...
I simply LOVE my camera. I carry it out almost everyday even I did not have the chance to use it, I will be just happy to look at it. Even though there are latest, newer, slimmer, greater megal-pixel cameras out in current market and yes, I may upgrade to change my camera from 7.1 mega-pixel to 10.1 mega-pixel in near future, BUT WHAT MATTERS IS NOW. My heart feels DAMN pain...
GJ kinda pissed off with me. He told me off by saying if I feel so unreluctant to lend, why nod my head and said yes in the first place? I know I'm selfish to regret now but he WON'T understand how I feel... Morever, the borrower is his own elder brother. I just feel like ranting at GJ now... Why is he so angry with me now?! WTF. I see how long he can ignore me now. HUMPH!!! I just dropped him a sms saying "Are you still alive?"
Flu virus just attacked vulnerable me... Sneeze like hell.
One week's time seems like a eternity to me... God bless my cammy~...
Ade ~* |
